Thursday, December 10, 2009

Life Updates

I just wish peace and happiness for everyone around. This post is for myself to remind me to work hard, very very hard

I just wish I could wake up in the morning and find out that all of this was just a bad, terrible dream! Its been 5 days now and am disturbed. It is an unnerving experience. There is a growing numbness in my heart... and am gasping for breathe. Was I not ready to face the world or was I not ready for responsibility that comes veiled along with it. Was I not ready to fight for what I deserve. Either way things have turned out very badly. I have taken a fairly well-thought-out, mature decision, based on the factors in our lives right now. Moments of elation and moments of despair that are so much a part of everyone's life, have been my regular visitors. Much as I have tried to keep my composure maintained during these days, I have oft broken down beyond any comprehension.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

what's life, without ups and downs? u have to be composed all the time, though breaking down is natural when things are recent, but time is the best healer... with time, u'll realise no problem is without solution, time will give u the best answer too...

"when God leads u to the edge of the cliff, trust Him fully and let go...
only one of the two things can happen, either He will catch u when u fall or He will teach u how to fly !!!"

chandan said...

very interesting :)

Smartscorp said...

@Anonymous: I like your thought mentioned in the second part of your comment. for a moment it made me so optimistic that i immediately decided to be +ve minded no matter what..!

really a nice thought! :-)