Life Updates

I just wish peace and happiness for everyone around. This post is for myself to remind me to work hard, very very hard

I just wish I could wake up in the morning and find out that all of this was just a bad, terrible dream! Its been 5 days now and am disturbed. It is an unnerving experience. There is a growing numbness in my heart... and am gasping for breathe. Was I not ready to face the world or was I not ready for responsibility that comes veiled along with it. Was I not ready to fight for what I deserve. Either way things have turned out very badly. I have taken a fairly well-thought-out, mature decision, based on the factors in our lives right now. Moments of elation and moments of despair that are so much a part of everyone's life, have been my regular visitors. Much as I have tried to keep my composure maintained during these days, I have oft broken down beyond any comprehension.